Do you play your music from your teens years or rebellious college years with the windows down, speakers blaring, once in a great while tryin to reclaim some trace of my SELF ??????
I run away to the movie theatre to find that yummy, feel good feelin' from a romantic comedy chick flick. It works for about an hour after I leave the theatre and then WHAM I get home and its back to Reality! Mommyhood slams the breathe outta me when Rhyan yells out asking what I brought home for her. Reagan has one very nice warm and steamy wet diaper waiting for mommies loving hands! YEp, thats my life. Take it or leave it. I'll take it and Ill love everyminute of it!
3/13/10
3/12/10
Pictures: Reagans prior to her blessing at church. Rhy and lil sis wearing the same sweater (cheesy but cute). Reagan humiliated by mommy in jan tryin on her Christmas dress.
I know i havent been consistent. Believe me when i say I have nt been consistent with anything in my life lately. Except bottles, diapers and crying lil girls. Rhy cries about everything and its annoying. reagan cries becuz she wants to be held ALL the time. At first it started at 1.5 months old...we thought colic.....later realize its formula agitation and constipation. Then 2 wks later is starts again. With very lil sleep on my part, she begins again with the none stop screaming. Come to realize 4 days later .... the kid is teething! Doh!
So Ive had my ups and downs with her questionable attitude. The crying and fustration gets worse when Dom is out of town or working long hours. I dont get a break and come the 2nd day with out relief Im ready to tear my hair out and im cryin from sun up to sun down.
I keep thinking soon this to will have to end. So waiting for that moment to happen patiently. Reagan used to be a good kid and now shes just a menace. Its weird how she cant sleep without Rhyan near her. She can fight the sleeping all day but as soon as Rhy jumps into bed, reagans right there snoozing away. Even when Rhyans at school and the house isquiet .... reagan is missing her sis and waiting for her to return. its hilarious!
Can u believe Rhyans finally losing her first tooth. Shes so excited ... she said she cant wait to find out what the toothfairy will give her... $1 or $0.25.
Im trying to find the will power and encouragement to start my weight loss plan.... but its seriously lacking. has been and dont see me finding it any time soon.
So Ive had my ups and downs with her questionable attitude. The crying and fustration gets worse when Dom is out of town or working long hours. I dont get a break and come the 2nd day with out relief Im ready to tear my hair out and im cryin from sun up to sun down.
I keep thinking soon this to will have to end. So waiting for that moment to happen patiently. Reagan used to be a good kid and now shes just a menace. Its weird how she cant sleep without Rhyan near her. She can fight the sleeping all day but as soon as Rhy jumps into bed, reagans right there snoozing away. Even when Rhyans at school and the house isquiet .... reagan is missing her sis and waiting for her to return. its hilarious!
Can u believe Rhyans finally losing her first tooth. Shes so excited ... she said she cant wait to find out what the toothfairy will give her... $1 or $0.25.
Im trying to find the will power and encouragement to start my weight loss plan.... but its seriously lacking. has been and dont see me finding it any time soon.
3/3/10
rambles
Feb 11, 2010
Wow I missed typed the year, the date above read 2020. Can U Imagine what it’ll be like in ten years. Ill be 42 yrs old. GULP!! And Rhyan will be 16 yrs old. Double gulp! My Lil Reagan will have just turned 10 years old. What about u all? Think about it. I wonder if Ill still be in lil town New Mexico or will we still be living in the same house. ???????
Last night I was filing out Reagans Blessing Record sheet to be filed with the Church. Afterwards, I opened my scriptures and thumbed through, randomly opening to a passage about baptism and blessings of an infant! WOW! Amazing how the lord speaks to us! :O)
Reagan and Rhyan got shots yesterday and its been nice. Reagan has been eating and falling right bak to sleep. Last night I got some good zzzzzzz’s. She so tired. Her lil body is exhausted from making lil antibodies and apparently its a lot of work. ;O)
Feb 9, 2010
So much for the forecast! We we expected to get snow Monday, Tuesday, Weds. So far nothing has happened. Its been sunny and no flurries for miles.
Reagan has started her REM cycles. She stays up for hours on end. Once it was 8 hrs, then 5 hrs, and this morning 3 hrs. I have nt been reading my baby book (Owners Manual! Hahaha) so I cant remember if this is normal? Rhyan has had a major growth spurt again! I’ve been so busy with Reagan, breastfeeding problems,sleep deprivation, cooking and cleaning I havent noticed how small her school clothes have gotten. The other day she went out the door with a very short dress shirt in her uniform, when she lifted her arms overhead her belly showed. Not good! So We are going thru her closet again to weed out small outfits for packing away.
Im currently working on several projects that are all unfinished. I should have emphasized that their all unfinished! Right now Im working in 17 valentines day treat boxes with cardstock. Ugh! I wanna do it but this time Ive bitten off more than I can chew. I also would like to make 9 more for my primary class at school. I used to hold on tight to my stampin up supplies for a special occasion. Now Im from the school of thought : LIVE FOR TODAY! So Im using up all my supplies in every capacity. I thank everyone for anything all the time. I consider myself a brand new person. I stop and smell the roses per se. All those important things I used to put off - take precedent over all others. Any how…..
Wow I missed typed the year, the date above read 2020. Can U Imagine what it’ll be like in ten years. Ill be 42 yrs old. GULP!! And Rhyan will be 16 yrs old. Double gulp! My Lil Reagan will have just turned 10 years old. What about u all? Think about it. I wonder if Ill still be in lil town New Mexico or will we still be living in the same house. ???????
Last night I was filing out Reagans Blessing Record sheet to be filed with the Church. Afterwards, I opened my scriptures and thumbed through, randomly opening to a passage about baptism and blessings of an infant! WOW! Amazing how the lord speaks to us! :O)
Reagan and Rhyan got shots yesterday and its been nice. Reagan has been eating and falling right bak to sleep. Last night I got some good zzzzzzz’s. She so tired. Her lil body is exhausted from making lil antibodies and apparently its a lot of work. ;O)
Feb 9, 2010
So much for the forecast! We we expected to get snow Monday, Tuesday, Weds. So far nothing has happened. Its been sunny and no flurries for miles.
Reagan has started her REM cycles. She stays up for hours on end. Once it was 8 hrs, then 5 hrs, and this morning 3 hrs. I have nt been reading my baby book (Owners Manual! Hahaha) so I cant remember if this is normal? Rhyan has had a major growth spurt again! I’ve been so busy with Reagan, breastfeeding problems,sleep deprivation, cooking and cleaning I havent noticed how small her school clothes have gotten. The other day she went out the door with a very short dress shirt in her uniform, when she lifted her arms overhead her belly showed. Not good! So We are going thru her closet again to weed out small outfits for packing away.
Im currently working on several projects that are all unfinished. I should have emphasized that their all unfinished! Right now Im working in 17 valentines day treat boxes with cardstock. Ugh! I wanna do it but this time Ive bitten off more than I can chew. I also would like to make 9 more for my primary class at school. I used to hold on tight to my stampin up supplies for a special occasion. Now Im from the school of thought : LIVE FOR TODAY! So Im using up all my supplies in every capacity. I thank everyone for anything all the time. I consider myself a brand new person. I stop and smell the roses per se. All those important things I used to put off - take precedent over all others. Any how…..
3/2/10
Reagan's almost 3 months old
Picture of our lil chunky munkey! At Feb 10th peds appt she was 11lbs and 1 oz. Im sure shes well over 12 lbs by now. ;O)She is gettin so big and has a definite personality now. She can scream her little head off but the minute shes picked up...it stops. Like nite and day. no Joke! Then she catches her breathe and soon after begins to talk to you. Almost like shes chewing u out for not coming to her rescue sooner! lol. Rhyan adores her but is still on edge with us. She cries at the drop of a dime. *sigh* really stressful.No matter what I do I cant win with Rhyan. Even if i try to love her more, shes cries bcuz im neglecting Reagan. *gulp* . hopefully it'll pass sooner rather than later.
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