4/9/10

Reagan 4 months old

She loves to hit the table while were all sittin 'round talking or eating. Still hates the carseat. really, its embarrasing to have people stare at us. Reagan can be a happy camper until its time to leave. she arches her back, gets as stiff as a board all the while, screaming! Cuz the kid doesnt want papa and gamma to buy 'em things.

4/1/10

176 lbs 3 month post baby figure

can it be doneagain?????????????????
can i lose the week again and then some???????

Look how frumpy ,,,,, ewh!





hello world

Cant get enough of Phineas and Ferb on Disney channel! lol !!!!!
too funny. if you get a chance to watch, quirky!

I have three other favs on the Disney channel programmin... Hannah Montana, Wizards of Waverly & Suite Life of Zach and Cody! I know there childrens' shows but I think there funny... in there own innocent way. No more rated R nonsense for me these days. Yes, my days are spent watching Sleeping Beauty over and over as well as reruns of the forementioned tv shows. Rhyan finally caught the latest viewing of the Lizzy McGuire Movie. She enjoyed the movie but thankfully she chooses to cover her eyes when the characters kiss. Love it! Hope she continues this behaviour until shes 30. lol.

So Ive surrendered to fact Im getting old. Im getting really bad acne with many scars. I still have the pregnancy mask and a lot of wrinkles. So Ive looked into Fraxel resurfacing! Its pricey and its all out-of-pocket costs, obviously no insurance will cover. So Ive been researching and its kinda scary. I mean real scary. I cancelled my consultation in ABQ but will eventually look into it in the future. For now, I'm on my 3rd day of Proactiv treatment. We'll see if it works for me. It promises, besides clear acne, to fade dark spots and acne scarring. So far with only 3 days of treatment I have seen a big difference in the redness of my skin, not rosacea, but the tiny capillaries that are present on the cheeks. Also, I can see the fading in some of the dark spots in the cheek area below my eyes. Or maybe it isnt pregnancy scaring but rather clogged pores. Huh? who knows. Im happy its working for now. Ill keep you updated.

Next find pictures of my current figure at 176lbs. As I stated prior, I only gained 7 lbs after the delivery swelling at my 2 week post op appointment. But as of 4 months later, today that is, I have gained 176 minus 156.... is ........ twenty pounds. eeekkks!! Thats crazy. Just a month and a half ago it was 14 pounds. Uh Oh! Im gaining too much weight. But you know what ? having a newborn is hard on the psyche! I love children but sometimes I think that I wasnt meant to be a caregiver of a baby. Sometimes she drives me batty! Other days Im so happy I cant contain myself. I know its an adjustment or the hormones or .. or... or....! reagans a blast but I cant wait till she stops with the constant cry to be held! LOL ! really I love the girls and I cant wait till we can mimic Lousia May Alcotts novel with MY 'little women'. cheers to a good day!