She sleeps! I couldnt be happier to report that Reagan has been sleeping for three days now. AHHHH! What relief for me. Im able to rest in the day now. Life is great!
Just dont realize how precious rest is until you arent able to get it.
Say an awareness ad for whooping cough! AWE!!!!!!!! scary. not good for a neurotic mom like me to see. lol.
Im so irritated by the whole facebook thing. I just cleaned house and possibly will delete my facebook account.
I deleted about 20 friends from having facebook access to what I write. Im all about the privacy now. Atleast to the people I know wont understand me.
I have diverted bak to my ole ways and my ole way of thinking. Im tired of trying to live the way I think Im suppose to be as a "mother". I have loss myself in all the mix thus I feel like I have to limit my contact with everyone new in my life. Inorder to channel my ole self. Silly, but thats what I think is good for now. Maybe im limiting myself and may fall deeper into a depressed state - only time will tell.
YOu know what makes me sick. To look at my walls and think that I HAVE TO GET PROFESSIONAL PORTraits of my family. BUY expensive frames to display these picts and place them just right on the wall. to parade for the whole world (atleast the portion of the world that comes thru my front door). lol. Really its an epidemic - spending unnecessarily really!
So Any of you facebookers that I deleted - that read my blog - sorry! Really I am but i just had to get rid of it all. Its making me depressed. Someone wants to be your "friend" but doesnt send you a message for like, oh say, months. Yea right! what a friend. So rather than pick and choose who to keep and who to drop... I dropped everyone! or a nicer way to say it... I deleted them all. Saying I dropped them makes it sound as if I hate these people. WHICH IS SOOOO NOT THE CASE!
BE PATIENT WITH ME: IM HAVING A ROUGH TIME RIGHT NOW! =}
